Goodbye
Each day I woke
as it started to get dark
and the pain came
month after month
of this, who
in hell knows
when I got well
Now
with dawn, waking
from the rampage of
sleep, I am walking
in the Lincoln woods
A single bird is
singing loudly—
as I did before
I walk here, as though
through tall room
after room in a house
where the owner’s not
home, yet observing
my behavior
from behind
the two-way mirror
of appearances; listening in
on whatever it is I am
thinking, listening
critically. Not too,
though, I even feel
liked, I could swear
it, at certain brief
instants as the sunlight changes
swiftly, leaving, leaving
and arriving again—
that invisible
bird is still
bittering chirping away, as
if the words were
meant for me,
their intent,
the translation within
my grasp, and yet
it will never come to me.
Nothing is left me of you.