To Your Bisexuality
I’d like to be all of them —
ever her, possibly you, at times
what you see from the couch
with your feet on the table
and the creaks running up
the walls, amplified in the cold —
the seconds it took: I count
slowly, with deep felt sincerity
your reasons, shirt and hair,
your poems, hands and motion
and the monologues you ran
through alone, wet in the shower
small truths you planted in
blue-lined paper, decorated
with stickers and oval heads
covered in long ballpoint hair
but none of these are as vital
as knowing that I don’t know
what you mean