He was reading. Then
Desire, he thought, Then he spends himself
the shadow of the pine tree as the shadow of her hair on the shadow of her hair
brushed across the page. spills across his thigh. upon the white page
He set the book down Reading in the nude, “White clouds, white stones.” Then
when the shadow of her hair the shadow of his wife’s hair the shadow of his wife’s hair
brushed across the page bloomed upon his page. spills across the words.
Is it her shadow His wife’s hair’s shadow To touch the fine words
or the shadow of the pine spread across the open book as the shadow of her hair
that darkens his page? in his hardened lap. spills across his page
Is he holding Proust? Oh, forget the book: On page 56,
Will the shadow of her hair The shadow of his wife’s hair the shadow of his wife’s hair—
brush across Swann’s Way? brushed his naked thigh. A revelation.
Did he
pine for her No shadows, no book— Words will mean nothing
as the shadow of the pine just his dull pencil drawing once the shadow of her hair
spread across the page? her charcoal-black hair. sweeps across this page