Grief
Out at sea, each night is long.
Each night has one sound I know:
the moon against the water
like your cheek across mine
in another life. That world had no room
for holy things, for any small
city of flowers. I am finding
a way to reach where you are.
I am thinking of lighting
the voice on fire. Of lighting
the dark oil of the sea
on fire, each drop a note
singing daylight up. Listen—
I am trying to send you
a human sound, which is bones
cracking to bend an arrow
back, a long whistle
across the radiant field
of a body you remember
because it remembers yours.
We are made to live in each other
which means we are built
to ruin, and so each night
I dream back another piece
of you—an eye,
a ligament—and each day
wake on the water
with another hole.